--AnDit--

Chinese new year

2011-02-05T09:29:00.000-08:00

hmm this chinese new year ar.. qwuite good.. ang bao increaseD!! cos my cousins all married!! whahaha. and i am damn lucky.. won quite alot like 200 in total over the first 3 days. ^^v but treated my frens to eat zhu chao.. so left like 120>? hahaha. shiok eh..

hmm read the 12 horoscope thing and it said that this year the tao hua yun is quite good. hope its true man. i think its time for me to find a partner le!! hahaha. or at least let me have this one now.. hahaha.

okok. going back camp le tonight. sian.. and nxt week got duty.. but really looking forward to the 13th.. :) will try my best to perform. hahhaa.

see u.. :)

280111

2011-01-28T08:08:00.001-08:00

hmm i decided to start blogging again. ^^V

back from camp as usual and i think 7 weeks down. around 5 more to go!! woohoo!! and freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! :)

chinese new year is next week le!! yeah man!! good food and most imptly ang bao!!! yeah yeah yeah!! haha. go ard say happy chi new year den got ang bao le!! haha. can help me save money. haha.

bought some insurance and its making me poor man!! shittt!!!

hmm i seem that i am freaking poor in doing stuff.. what i want seems to be very hard to get. either distractions in the mid way or if not i kinda messed it up myself, for eg say wrong things to ppl, do wrong things, act wrongly, aiya all wrong jiu shi le. :(

hope this new year can help me wash away all these wrong things and i wanna be a better man!! so.. pls let my wishes come true!!

*thinking about u all the time.. *

HELP!

2011-01-22T20:41:00.001-08:00

help. i cant breathe now. its really killing me. this is the worst feeling ever. i have never had tis kinda feeling before. i need u to be here so that i can rely on. just anybody who cares about me? there are too much things suffocating me now that i can really die.

pls go away my problems! i jus wanna enjoy my life. young life. omg. why? too many stupid things i have done and now.. i am regretful and bothered by it now. REALLY FML!

note: to the bastard out there( who may not even read tis) i swear to god! i will wait till the things are over. and i will f u really upside down and i dont care whether u got a family to take care of or wat-so-ever, i am going to payback. u jus wait. u really pissed me off and dont think u are the boss ard or wat? u won’t want to treat a tiger as a little cat cos he does not blows. cos when he does, the world cant save u.

TIme

2011-01-12T20:41:00.000-08:00

time flies, doesnt it?

a new year.

2011-01-08T03:50:00.001-08:00

hmm.. tis 2011 is filled with happiness and sadness sia. good things happen and bad things happened ard the same time sia! zzz

bad things contohnya saya menjadi kawan yang terbaik saya sedih dan heartbroken i think.. dan the fact that saya MRK* kena found out oleh bapa saya. haix..

good thing is saya jumpa gadis itu yang COMEL. LOL. saya berfikhir dia ialah the satu le. tapi aku tak tau bagaimana dia berasa hadapan saya. walaupun aku berfikhir dia pun suka me tapi dia had berkata sesuatu macam too pantas? atau saya macam ada motive sia. saya mencuba-try sangat hard sia. walaupun saya mahu bersama dengan dia, tapi saya tau perlu lambat-lambat tak boleh rush. hmm..

jus feel like posting this 3 pics.. ><

berasa beberapa feelings..

Is love that difficult?

2010-07-05T10:50:00.001-07:00

Is love that difficult?

Once again. this ques.!! really dont know what to do with it man! is it really ABSOLUTELY true that only love can find u and not vice versa? for years, i have waited for jus one, at least one that can love me at least a bit. even if i love her more than she love me. but it seems so extremely difficult!! i am really in the corner liao, dont know what to do anymore. everytime i expressed interest in a girl, that girl seems to distance away and they are always sms-ing or contacted by alot of other guys? what the hack man. i dont mind a simple girl at all!

PLS God!! bring someone into my life, my lonely life. do u know how lonely i feel when i see my buddies all having partners! wtf man!! i could only distract myself from thinking too much through army, thru making myself bz and asking my buddies to acc me. but all this are temporary ONLY! PLS GOD! just give me one person that we are in love de and i will treasure her like the world’s most valuable treasure and not commit stupid mistakes again..

i am still waiting for ur ans GOD…

2010-02-23T08:26:00.001-08:00

Happy Bday to me

2010-02-23T07:53:00.001-08:00

woohoo. its my bday again! haha. now is my chinese bday !! 7 mins to my ang moh Bday!!! happy bday to me!! hehe. YEAH!!!!! SIAO LIAO ME!

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-17T11:18:00.001-08:00

oh. chinese new year had passed in a blink of an eye. although i am still in new year’s mood but still have to go to work. sian..

ate alot during the chinese new year. maybe due to the festive season and the atmosphere, my appetite INCREASED quite alot LOL. sinful sia. shan zai shan zai haha. as per normal, new year get alot of ang bao and think i can get Itouch soon le. wakaka.

now is like 310am but i cant get to slp sia. thinking of someone, some thing and my stomach doesnt feel good sia. think eat too much le. tml work think i must eat some light stuff le. okok. think i go dota den go slp ba. :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THE PPL OUT THERE!! ENJOY!!!

Moodless

2010-02-02T08:11:00.001-08:00

omg, today at work was really so moodless and sian. didnt sold anithing and even chased 2 customers away. dont know why these few days mood not that good sia. ytd was also like that, but ytd still have mood sell laptops. today ar. not even a bit. T_T has not off for very long time le. more than a week so i looking forward to fri. OFF DAY! and can meet WZ. haha. luckily today got wai kit chat and let me destress and talk things out. haha. now feeling better. HOPE TML “SHARES” will INCREASE BY ALOT OF POINTS! (inside joke)

ok off to slp! good nights. tml will be a better day.

2010-01-26T00:03:00.000-08:00

,mm. ok since i am so free at Mandarin Gallery today, shall blog. since oso nth to do. HEHE and fyi, its like a ghost town in MG. OMG!!!!

ok lets update. went out with wz at last mon off day and went to my AH GONG's 80th Bday on Sun. drank some alcohol and wine and pics shall be uploaded soon. haha. a bit lazy to save pics frm fb den upload. LOL. nothing much frm work oso. no ppl. still got much left frm my target sian. but i will fight for my commission man. if no comm den i don work liao. go work taka sua haha.

hmm ytd went to marsiling cc and sang for a while and wz came down and find me tgt with wk and gary. LOL kept laughing all the way. although for a while but we had fun tgt. LOL

only recently i have this feeling of really (****ing) and (***ing) someone. the feeling is like that someone has filled up ur mind and how much u wanna see her. but dont know got chance mah. >< jus working hard LOL

okok i off to my lunch le. tadaass.

OFF DAY!

2010-01-03T09:09:00.000-08:00

hmm. had an off day. so mus go enjoy and relax myself. went to tamp gv and watched Alvin and the Chipmunks with WZ. it was quite a funny and cute movie, esp with a good company LOL. before that, ate lunch at Kopitiam. we didnt know wat to eat, so she suggested kopitiam. we ate taiwanese cuisine, i eat fried chicken with soup and rice, while she ate fried fish with soup with tung fen. haha. and while eating, we were laughing at ppl who wore sch uniforms. LOL We are so glad to have graduated. LOL. after eating, jus nice and we went into the movie. after movie, we went to the tampines regional library and read books. and tell u wat, the aura of books still bore me. the moment i step into the library, the SLEEPING SPIRIT seems to possess me haha. >< feel verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyy tired and i really slept inside for a while. sorry wenzii ar. hehe. in the end, she borrowed a few comics and off we went. she went to pasir ris and of cos, i went back home. :)

it was a fun and comfortable day for me. and i really hope that there are more of these outings. ^^

2010-01-02T09:37:00.001-08:00

Happy new year ppl. haha. yeah. now working full time at Song Brothers liao. Pay still neg-ing. sian. today sales was freaking lousy man!! i had to sell memory cards to at least hit 100. OH MY FREAKING GOD! argh. hope tml sun will be better. haha

hmm.. i got the feeling back le. :) hope its vice versa. ^^

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T07:30:00.001-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!! i have got a good news. I FOUND A JOB!! haha. working at SIM LIM SQUARE- Song Brothers. Selling Laptops. who need can come find me. i got ASUS, Fujitsu, DELL, ACER. haha.. sure special price for u. hmm, at there, i got frens and its a really fun environment to work in. although all of them are older than me i think, but we still can chat and have fun. haha no customer = chat, got customer = SELL. LOL sales is not bad. i worked 2 days le sold about 7 laptops? haha. shiok. hope i hit the target and get the commission. wahaha. lets hope sales will be good for me. ^^V

FUN SATURDAY

2009-12-15T06:15:00.001-08:00

okok let me update. on sat, went to DAISO and we had a great fun over there man. first time that i had fun at DAISO. LOL u all shall see. LOL

den in the night. went clubbing at PH. woohoo had a really great time, but brought home a kinda sad feeling. cos i lost her. jeannie. sian. shld have gotten her no. but aww nvm. no fate btw us. nvm. haha. drunk a bit not much though. haha.

here are few pics

AND>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i am going to work for the IT fair again!!! LOL its a trade in fair. so PPL if u wan to trade in any laptops( maybe only for ACER) pls come to funan or suntec city for the show and support me !! haha.. ^^

2009-12-07T07:34:00.001-08:00

haix.. still cant find a job man. hope this appeal for cust serv assistant at RecruitExpress can successful. pls.. i dont wan to be unemployed for so long!! ahhh

sian.. dont know what girls are thinking man. guys that treat them no good, they like. guys tat treat them good, they take it for granted. sad sad sad

2009-12-04T09:11:00.001-08:00

woo. today went to sing K with gary heng, justin, wai kit, xin ting, and donald. sang for awhile, about 1.5 hrs? haha. gary going SCDF soon, so pei him enjoy b4 he turns into a civil servant. LOL. steady one ok!

haha, now exams over le. feel carefree but oso stress sia. cant find a job!!! ah!!! was rejected den i dont wan a pay with 6 per hour. its only above 1K per month. too little. 6 /hr with commission i am ok. but jus 6/hr, OMG lah.. working hard to find a job. really hope that i can earn more money b4 i go in NS. i want to be rich!!! hahah!! who doesnt right?

okok and my blogshop will be out soon about 2-3 days ba. so WATCH OUT !! LOL

Exams over..

2009-12-01T08:20:00.001-08:00

woah.. my blog is going to rot le.. LOL finally.. i can let out a sigh of relief liao.. wheew.. haha.. jus going to update a bit. hmm.. went to work in the IT show (sitex) at expo for four days. sold acer laptops, netbooks, desktop and the ALL-IN-ONE touch screen PC. in total sold like 35 units.. wahaha.. so proud of myself.. hahaha. now waiting for the next job. a phone operator. about 1.5 to 1.6K per month. work and enjoy myself.. and not forgetting training my body.. wakakaka.

anw ppl. i am going to open up a blogshop soon.. and pls support me.. i will announce the launch of it very soon. within 1 or 2 weeks time. so save up and come support me !!! hehe

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

2009-11-08T07:08:00.001-08:00

wah now super happy for my brother!!! hahah.. so decided to take some time out of my busy schedule to blog about it!!! congrats ar!!! JIAYOU AND BE HAPPY FOREVER!!!!!! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-31T06:26:00.001-07:00

what more can i expect the outcome when i didnt (or no time and cant) do anithing or spend time with a person but to lose that person. exam period. cant do anithing, no time, no mood, no freedom. feelings do fade when nothing is done to excite it. LOL but what more can i expect? guess everything has to be done after my exams. SO i MUST do all my very best and give it all and i mean literally ALL to this exam. cos it will be the last intense exam i will be having!! so.. i must DO WELL ENOUGH to get into UNI. ARGHHH!!!!

its such a waste…………………

i felt smth when i saw ur look when u are slping…

countdown to the A lvls.

2009-10-28T07:44:00.001-07:00

12 days and counting down.. holy *toot*!!!

its like 1 week + to get everything in my mind. jiayou…

missing u alot.. ><

求签

2009-10-11T08:00:00.001-07:00

my mum went to waterloo street and helped me prayed a lot for me. it says that success will come only where proper efforts are made. its says the task( exam ) is not simple, but its not all out yet, as long as effort is made.

its a booster to my confidence man. i can do it de. jiayou!!!!!!

appeal

2009-10-06T10:41:00.001-07:00

who is out there who uds the situation i am in now. i really hope that x and y could uds my situation now, and how do i feel? they may think what i said to them are fake, or even lies but i told them my true feelings le. but i dont think they uds. i really hope that they knw the type of sch life i have, relations with frens, and all the efforts that i made. but why .. why did i choose to escape?

i dont wanna disappoint u 2 frm the beginning and never wanted at all. but it seems that in what ever things i do – grades, as a son, as a person, frens and my life, i tend to disappoint u two, the most beloved persons of my life. i am sorry but i think u all cannot imagine the pain i have rite now in my heart, when u said that u wouldnt care bout me anymore. it hurts so bad that i feel that i wanna die right now, the purpose of living has evaporated into thin air and fly past as though the wind. i really hope that my existence would not exist as it would only hurt u two. can anyone (like mrs. happy) help me tell them? cos i dont think i have any chance to do so…

NS

2009-10-06T00:33:00.001-07:00

OMG my bro is in NS le. haha. today he went in and i got to see his little botak head. LOL. gonna miss him alot man. he’s going in for 2weeks b4 able to book out, although he stays at ade’s hs for like 5days a week, but at least i got to see him during weekends, but now. he is in the camp for 2 weeks!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

GOOD LUCK BRO AND TAKE CARE LOTS!!!!!!

MUGGING

2009-09-30T08:17:00.001-07:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhh i failed all my prelim subjects, haix.. how do i tell my parents bout it? GG liao lor. now i am really gonna mug mug mug for like 1 mth ++ . no going out except to lib, no entertainment i mean not at all. haix………… so vexed now… holyshit!!!!!

kk going to study till tml morning le. >< bye..

i miss u but i cant do anything.

once again, i disappointed my parents…

2009-09-25T07:53:00.001-07:00

today afternoon, dad and mum saw me s*****. GG-fied. went home and tio scolding. i argued a bit, or not exactly a bit lah. vitamin C made me feel better, that’s wat i think. but it isn’t smth good at all. tio reprimanded by my parents, punched the window grilling( now my middle finger is swollen) den now, its time for me to bring forward the “quitting date”. the date has been brought forward to NOW!!! tis time, it will not be only talk, no talk at all but action. yes i mean it.

JUS WAIT AND SEE HOR! TO THOSE WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME. JUS WAIT AND SEE.

2009-09-22T20:32:00.001-07:00

woohoo.. prelim 2 is going to end. but it only means that there is about 1 more month to A lvl. OH CRAP!!!! study study study, my main purpose of life now. haha. although prelim 2 is going to be over, but i am not very optimistic bout my results sia. but hope there’s improvement.

so i would like to thank someone especially. which CHEW MING HAO!!!!!! my best best buddy, he taught me alot of things that i dont knw, guided me alot of things.

I AM REALLY GRATEFUL OF THIS SMART GUY!!

haha. kk i going to study for my last paper le, chem paper 1 and 2. bye. mayb go play bball later. haha

2009-09-15T10:14:00.001-07:00

emoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so……………………………

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so many things to say but cant say

moody

2009-09-12T10:12:00.001-07:00

haix.. where is the drive? OMG>>>!!!!!! HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

firstly, i would like to say sorry to ming hao. sorry for not being hardworking enuf. sorry for being such a de-motivated guy.. haix.. i can sense the care u have for me, but i seem to keep disappointing u. mayb tats the best thing i can ever excel in. disappointing others. haha

2ndly, to all my other frens. thanks for ur support but i am still like tis. haix..

3rdly, wish “u” would be here by my side.

4thly, not in a very good mood recently, don noe why. so sucky mood!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! anyone out there to entertain me??!!! if can. pls sms me or call me on my hp . LOL really need it URGENTLY!!! haha..

2009-09-08T22:19:00.001-07:00

haix.. first of all, damn pissed off by someone sia.

to SAMANTHA!

eh can u use ur brain think anot? i got reply ur sms which i think need to reply de rite. den all the things i do. u ask me pei u talk, ok i pei u talk. i see u do all those things that hurt urself i will scold u, and its for ur own good. i treat u as my xiao mei and care for u. and NOW.>>>>> U BECAUSE OF 2 SENTENCES FROM A “PASSER-BY” U COME SEND ME THOSE LJ MSG!! WTF LAH. REALLY DISAPPOINTING SIA!!!!

it saddens me that u are like tis, for no reason come and accuse me. wtf really. i have nothing else to say liao lor. so the trust u have for me can be so easily broken. can u use ur brain to think??? seriously.. my words may be harsh but its so that u can wake up from ur fucking idea!!!

pls.. grow up………………………………………………………

haix.. nxt week is my prelims liao, and now all these shit making me vexed. haven been really studying cos no mood, super no mood and extremely no mood. but i dont wan to flunk my prelims. i dont wan to retain, I WAN TO GO NTU!!!!!! getting tuition for my maths liao. bo bian already, have to as much i think there’s no need for it and as much as i dont wan it. haix.. gonna go study le.. bye..

almighty…

update

2009-09-03T08:43:00.001-07:00

wah recently alot of problems sia..

1) my effort and kindness in trying to help some sec sch kids to improve and maybe excel in bball and wat i get in return? hatred and ungratefulness, make me so disappointed sia.

2) alot of things happening at fragrant, including fights btw 2 girls.

3) exams coming in 2 weeks and As coming in 2 mths. OMFG am i even really prepared to face all tis? if not, i have to anw. ITS A MUST!!!.

4) my mind is is is is drifting to her. how? aRGHHHHHHHH

i really need to focus now. time is running out. tis time, it will be for real.. ok gonna go do my history essay now. no time to update le. haha. sorry for the rotting of my blog. gonna do some changes to the layout and everything when I AM FREE. haha

bye guys..

To you

2009-08-06T08:12:00.001-07:00

ฉันพลาดคุณมากและรักมากมายสำหรับคุณ

2009-08-05T10:46:00.001-07:00

2009-08-05T10:43:00.001-07:00

hmm.. time to update my blog liao. haix. dont noe why everytime i update, it’s a kinda sad post. 555.

now, its like 96 days to the A level le. and still counting. working hard now. but wasted like 4 days cos of my illness. been sick for the past 4 days and cant even do work. i still did my hmk though. speaking of which, it makes me frustrated man. in the past, teachers keep asking me to do my tutorials, scolding me for not doing any work, not handing work, not performing. but now, i did my work, handed in tutorials, but wat do i get? IGNORANCE TO MY EXISTENCE. for all my subs, my teacher didnt even wanna check my work. EVEN IF I PUT IT RIGHT IN THEIR FACES!! wat kind of attitude man? now u tell me, where do i get the motivation to even finish my work when no one wans to check it anw. FUCK THEIR ATTITUDE. a teacher even wished tat i withdrew. wah!! so encouraging, somemore that teacher keep saying wat i got potential and all those craps. really jus saying to like potray a good image of her/himself. now i need help and u all dont wanna help?! WTF. i cant say for all teachers are like tis, but all my teachers seem to give up on me, although there are some of them still will help me in clearing my doubts but i can see frm their attitude that they are expecting me to see me nxt year again. HUR! dont worry, i will make sure they wont see me nxt year cos i dont wan to see them again. now, i can only like depend on myself and some frens, but ultimately my frens have to study on their own too, so its back to me and only myself.

its seems that if i made the world give up on me, i will have no pressure but its a sad case and it may even lead me into giving up on myself. but luckily, i got frens like ming hao there keep supporting me, going lib wif me, teaching me stuff and studying wif me.

so in all i wan to tell those fucked up ppl go fuck urself and let me prove that u are fucking wrong.

Updating

2009-07-28T14:11:00.001-07:00

yo. haven been updating for quite a time le. really nth much to update too, since everyday is the same routine. morning go to sch, evening reach home, slp till midnight den wake up study den go to sch after tat. this repeats for MON to FRI. and since i failed all my subs in prelim 1, i am enrolled into the STAR prog in my sch. (Study To Achieve Results). and now, wed and fri, the 2 free-est day, i need to stay back in sch to study. HOLY CRAP.. sians.but wat to do. now dont study = future die. Now die = no future. LOL so must hang on lor. one leg in the coffin for now. AFTER A’s, studying will not be a prob anymore. haha. i wan some “spices” in my life man..

anw, jus wan to say smth to all the jc frens. HANG On and keep fighting. 4 more months to go and we are free.. jiayou..

i have given up… (not studies)

Sentosa on Saturday

2009-07-12T07:15:00.001-07:00

it was a riverside badminton team outing at sentosa. ppl present was me, wai kit, ken, yong liang, ming hao , ding kai and special guest-justin. We reached there bout 12 or 1 plus and played a bit of volleyball and after throwing ding kan into the water, we played ‘monkey’ in the sea, tasting the salty water and having fun. we den swam frm shore to shore. haha. den the guys wanted to go shower, leaving me and justin to sit for a while more. after they came back, we went to shower and set off to vivo.

at vivo, we played pool and some arcade. den actually wanted to wait till 9 to meet the veron gang, but the guys were to hungry, so ite we went to eat at Carl’s Jr. saw a chio bu waitress and enjoyed eating LOL. after tat, went to window shop and after that, outside of the vivo, at the fountain there. den we decided to O pei som and the one who kena rushes through the fountain. haha. we pa ka and in total Ding Kai, ming hao, wai kit and justin kena. hahah.

den went back to woodlands thru the circle line and slacked at a play ground talking bout our sec lives and the things we did. it was a really fun day for us man. nvr enjoyed my self like tis for a very long time le. now, its back to studying le.. haix. hope my results can be good man..

i would like to say smth, i hate bombers now.. and i really hope BG can change sia.. change for the better and not the worse like now.

Bomber of the bombers

2009-07-08T21:54:00.001-07:00

i dont care wat u think but i am jus going to write tis down.

i am so fucking pissed now lah. u told me ok le. den ite, u tiao gang waste time, den bomb me lor. GENG. dont wan say don wan lah. u are the geng-est liao lor. bomb bomb bomb bomb. i going to get bomb-ed to death by u liao lah. so fucking pissed now.

i dont noe now when are u saying the truth and when are u “bombing” liao. u have changed. all ppl change. but whether it’s for the good or for the worse nia. u noe the ans urself. or mayb not. if not u wont keep doing the same thing again and again liao. KAOOOOOOOOOO. dulan and pissed off. !!@#$$%^$%^&*&(()(&^%$^&*)))(&&)_+++_(%(*#()&%*@#%^*&^#

btw. its not wk i am referring. this person i think can overcome him le.

update

2009-07-06T08:05:00.001-07:00

hmmm suddenly have a urge to update my blog. haha.

ok last sat, i and ting and jiayu went to marsiling CC and sing K there. LOL

the sound system there was ok lah, have quite much of the songs too. but the system a bit lousy. cos when u choose a song, it will be on the top list and it always insert on top de. but the good thing is its 6/8/10 for small, med, big rooms before 7. after tat, all rates add 2 PER HOUR. cheap sia. haha.

ok. talk bout today. today ting, jiayu, wai kit, justin came over my hs to played mahjong. haha. i won , juz equals out, ting and jy and wk lost. we throughout the game kept laughing and kee siao-ing. it was fun!! LOL nxt time organise more of tis. but need ppl to punctual, if not cant play too long. LOL

tats all for tis week lor. excluding the exams. dont wish to talk bout tat, sian.. suan le. still got paper 3 chem and phy and paper 2 math for 3 more days and its OVER!!!! yes.. but the A’s are getting nearer. ><

2009-06-30T01:28:00.001-07:00

sian… do i really have to wait till i fail both my prelims den i start studying? its not like i am not studying at all lah. but it seems ineffective and inefficient too lei.. damn sian lah.. where is the studying aura.. think i really have to lock up my com le lah. argh…………………………………

maybe i will do so.. if my prelim 1 result is like fuck.. plss frens out there and BUDDHA in heaven, give me strength and will to study. LOL sounds funny but i really hope they could help me. i am someone who cant pull myself tgt..

ok. lets set some goals now…

1) GET RID OF ALL DISTRACTIONS

- LOCK COM..

- BE LIKE TING TING, STAY AT HOME STUDY EVERYDAY hahah..

2) REVISE ALL MY NOTES

3) DO ALL MY PAPERS AND TYS WITH UNDERSTANDING AND EASE..

tis are 3 main and basic things i must follow. it will start now….

2009-06-28T08:43:00.001-07:00

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吃好吃丑无计较　怨天怨地嘛袂晓　你的手
我会甲你牵条条　因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜　阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透　有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜　才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到　我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘　放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老　有媳妇子儿友孝　你若无聊
拿咱的相片　看卡早结婚的时阵　你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较　怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条　因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜　阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透　有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜　才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到　你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘　看你为我目屎流

a nice and meaningful song. but i think 家后 in hokkien means wife. if u can uds den u will feel the touching sensations frm tis song. hahah..

HAPPY BDAE BRO!!!

2009-06-24T08:41:00.001-07:00

tml which is about 26 mins to go, is my BEST BROTHER BDAE!!!!!!! haha.. my dear beloved brother who cares alot for me and always there for me. ( although now got ppl snatch frm me.. but i dont mind haha..)

ok.. describe my bro a bit. he’s a guy who cares for me and since young, he always want the best for me. he is handsome ( can fight wif me LOL ><) and he is THE BEST!!!! I LOVE U!!!!!!!! HAHAHA..

finally i bought a present for my bro.. tis year mus get le.. haha 20 years old liao hor.. haha stay happy ar

老哥 !!爱死你了!!!

ａ　ｂｉｇ　ｐｉｃｔｕｒｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｍｙ　ｂｒｏ！！

NOT DIRECTED TO ANY1 PLS DONT MAKE GUESSES..

2009-06-21T08:30:00.001-07:00

i dont noe wat i shld do now.. ???? ?? oR waT???!!! i dont noe. haix.. guess i just have to put tis matter aside first and conc on my studies. and lets wait till the time is ripe K? as --- always says..

speaking of which, i have only 1 week to finish all my subjects.. oh crap and tis is not good!!! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GGED!!! maybe i focus on chem and phy first? den score on it first?? LOL..

holy shit i really dont noe wat to do sia!!! such a failure in self control……… :(

Re-acceptance.

2009-06-10T09:10:00.001-07:00

life is unfair. or shld i say ppl are biased. when u have done smth wrong, u may try very hard to make up for it, but do ppl still giv u a chance? be it at work, sch, and even life in matters of relationship with ppl. once u made a mistake, no matter how young you were, how foolish were you, how immature u are at tat time, once u make a mistake, its hard for ppl to TRUST you, give u another chance to really make up for it after years, months, days, hours, minutes, seconds, u tried making up and trying to be a better person. that chance seems to be so hard to be given to you. haix..

now i uds the hardship those ex-convicts faced when they are out. they aren’t accepted anywhere, ppl are biased against them, THEY ARE NOT GIVEN ANOTHER CHANCE EVER AGAIN. this is why most of them become repeaters of offence, since they sees no point in changing. even if they had changed, there seems to be barrier btw them and ppl frm society, even families and friends. so where’s the motivation to change? haix…

all i ask frm u is another chance, but it seems so hard, i dont noe why. but i can definitely say tat i have changed frm the past. jus give me a chance to show u that i am different and of cos, show u that i will not repeat my mistakes ever again. is that so difficult? i do not noe. but one thing i noe is that, if u do not let me show u, how am i supposed to change the views of me in ur heart and mind.

just 1 more chance is all i ask…………

FAILURE SON

2009-06-04T09:25:00.001-07:00

i have once again become a disappointment to my parents. ONCE AGAIN. i have failed in becoming a parents child.

i have failed in becoming the one tat u all wan..

with poor results, poor character, poor “ting hua” ability.

i have failed in everything u all wanna me. maybe u all shouldnt have given birth to me, or shld i say given birth to a born failure.

mayb i shld disappear… although u all will feel sad for a while, but after tat, time will forget everything. at least u all wont face any disappointment anymore..

HAPPY BDAE JUSTIN!!!

2009-05-30T11:02:00.001-07:00

went for justin bdae celebration in advance. actual is on tues. went to 888 and ate zhu chao den its like a gathering sia. LOL long time no see yu jie, bryan and dan oso come. hahaa. geng.. ate seafood fried rice, lemon chicken, KING of ribs, claypot toufu and prawn omelette.

after eating, went for cake cutting under a block. chocolate cake.

den we went to watch terminator salvation. damn. the 905pm was sold out and we could only settle for 950pm with the front seat only. 12 ppl went to watch. donald and his gf couldnt make it. sad.. after the movie, we went slacking for a while and its home sweet home. hehe

left the house today at 9++am and reached home at bout 1am. what a day i had.. ^^

anw revision is gonna start liao. starting frm tml or monday haha.. i am going to chiong tis time for my prelims. i mus show my class, parents and u guys tat i am not going to POLY de. haha. mus prove u wrong. ROFL. (guess alot of comments will be made by u all after seeing tis, either known or unknown. ^^ )

tis will be the last chance for me to pia le. haha. go uni will be more relax… ^^ JIAYOU ANDY!!!! LETS DO IT!!!

2009-05-26T08:38:00.001-07:00

ok la.. to u ar.. i really kinda accepted u liao. dont noe why so fast. haha mayb u too siao liao. and i will feel sad when i see u 2 quarrelling lei. i dont wish things to change u noe.

mayb i am not in any position to say anithing or decide, but i jus hope that u 2 can jus walk tgt 4ever. haha. jus like wat u said..

so pls.. take care ar.. ^^ and be loved…

how i wish i got someone to quarrel, at least i have someone that i noe she’s wif me. ^^

2009-05-10T08:10:00.001-07:00

haix..my fren kena fined $300 dollar sia.. for littering.. **** man.. suay sia..wonder how he pay..

some ppl cant control man.. how old already? already gone thru a few decades liao still so childish. u ppl really dont noe wat’s limit?? feel sad for u sia.

damn fucking angry for the first time in dont noe how many years…..

2009-05-07T07:42:00.001-07:00

Mine is the A at the bottom. ^^

went to genting last sat with my family + my bro gf and her bro. went to do the normal stuff lor, went bowling and outdoor theme park and did some shopping too. it was ok lah.. destress a bit lor. but i think nxt time i go best if i am already 21, if not there’s not much things for kids to do there. LOL

2009-04-29T10:04:00.001-07:00

oh.. tml i am going to genting liao.. but i am still considering whether shld i go or not.. cos there’s gonna be tests nxt week with chem on mon!!! however, i will only be back on SUN morning..how!! guess i really will be bringing books to genting to study liao.. but i dont noe whether can i study ma.. moreover, its books lei.. not auspicious. haha. anw, i think i can go there and relax and oso study ba.. bo bian.. haha.. so dont miss me ar guys!!! hehe ^^

2009-04-28T05:33:00.001-07:00

OMG THere Are 3 test tml and 1 of them is A lvl phy prac.. argh.. scared…

2009-04-27T14:11:00.001-07:00

2009-04-26T09:26:00.001-07:00

oh tis blog is rotting again. wah. finally got back my com into a working mode man. shucks. luckily i could retrieve all my items before i reformat. if not i wll really cry man, if all my memories are gone. to me, pictures are like part and parcel of ur life. it acts as a form of noting down things in a pictorial form and these are my memories.

anw, for the official celebration, me mh nerd zt, waner mei ling yue wen sheryl, went to AMK Hub and watched a movie on sat night. LOL we did smth bad.. haha.. we wanted to watch Friday the 13th, but it was M18 and only 3 of us could get in. so we bought tickets for taken, which was NC16 and we sneaked into the cinema for the Friday the 13th. haha. it was not scary, but more of being shocked by the sound system. the vol of the movie was like damn loud, as if it was for old ppl with severe hearing diability. haha. den when it went "boom", who wouldn't be shocked. haha. erm.. there's a bit of sexual and gross part,esp when the Jason took a screw driver and poke it into the guy's neck slowly. HAHA shiok as u see the blood gushing out. den after that i have to go meet juz as we were going down to St James. haha..

ok. these are the pics of wan er and cindy bdae celebration at the voud deck.

Ok, as i was saying. i went down to St James. when we reached there, the queue was quite short for Power hs,(hearing from the Old Birds) but i still find it long, so we decided to go Boiler first, and since the chop can be used at any club at St James, we went there and there was not even a queue. haha. we went in and we knew why. Boiler was such a small place, squeezy sia. think its only 2 times of my hs ? den after we drank our free drink-- vodka lime, we went to Power hs first, with juz acc-ing bn waiting for her fren.

the first thing we went in was to head down the dance floor. hehe. was a bit ps lor. haha. but after the alcohol effect took in. and we danced and danced. it was fun. those small details i dont think i wil write it down. anw its SMALL.. hehe. den bout 5++ we took a cab and went back to home sweet home. hehe..

HAPPY BDAE WAN ER AND CINDY

2009-04-20T12:45:00.001-07:00

TODAY is cindy chew MA ling bdae. happy bdae to u. haha. last sun we celebrated ma ling and wan er bdae tgt. first time doing tis. having a double celebration. haha.. good. den jus buy 1 cake enuf liao. haha. JK. we did the standard thing of buying a cake and surprising wan er. haha. but tis time, 2 ppl are blowing away the candles. moreover, the cake was presented to wan er by MH haha.. happy mah wan wan? LOL ^^ we den took some pics which i haven get yet. will post when i get it.

anw sorry for the decomposing of my blog. times have changed, i cant use the com as often as i did in the past. but i will try to blog as long as i am free. ok tada going to slp liao. its 343am. hehe

NAPFA—GOLD

2009-04-15T15:18:00.001-07:00

yesh!! a GOLD for my NAPFA Test!! haha. Chin up-7 , SBJ- 237, shuttle run- 9.8s, sit up- 45, and last but not the least, 2.4 run with a timing of 9 mins and 20+ secs.( exact not out yet, but it’s ard there. haha). song man. GOLD!!! ^^

2009-04-14T07:43:00.001-07:00

i broke smth precious which i do not intend to. i dare not look into his eyes. i am such a sad case.. haix.. is my method correct? i dont noe. now.. i am restricted.

2009-04-14T07:22:00.001-07:00

sian. my results sucks. and the relationship between my parents and me are going to worsen. getting worse and worse. trust me on tis. haix.. its my fault i noe. but wat can i do lei. i can only let them scold me and nth else. i wanna study. of cos i wanna study. i can only study without them see-ing and i dont wish to let them see me study. haix.. i sucks..

btw happy bdae ADELYN

2nd chance.

2009-04-06T08:33:00.001-07:00

OK. tis post includes me.

A 2nd chance. alot of ppl ask for a 2nd chance. hmm. why bother working hard for the 2nd chance when u dont cherish the first chance given to u. Haix.. alot of ppl tends to work hard and pray that they can have a 2nd chance, this includes me. haix..

i really dont noe wat am i doing now??!! haix.. someone can guide me? and i dont mean verbally only..

Update

2009-04-01T10:04:00.001-07:00

woo. my blog seems to stone liao. wah. really no mood and time to blog these few days. not sure why am i so tired everyday man! omg!! maybe same case as ting. LOL

okok. got back my GP and chem results liao. i failed my GP. sian.. den for my chem, i jus barely passed. so i requested for a re-test which is on tues. i mus score for tis one man. think the weekend is a goner liao. study study study. A lvl is coming soon. and i shld buck up man. ARGHH!!!! really hope tat the syllabus will be taught finished with me uds-ing all the concepts. den it’s gonna be revision time!! think about May den will finish ba. go andy go andy. haha.

End of exam

2009-03-26T08:27:00.001-07:00

woohoo, took my last paper today-physics. omg this paper was a bit of a killer. LOL the mcq stunned most of the ppl liao, including me. but somehow i feel that the Section B is erm, easier? lol. actually, frankly speaking, i didnt study much, but jus read thru and try to rmb the eqns. LOL tis exam the eqns i used dont noe correct anot. haha.. hope it is.

Frankly speaking, tis exam i only put in effort for my chemistry exam. hope the results doesnt fail me. >< the others, erm due to external reasons LOL and i admit that, i seriously is fcked up and didnt wan to study. T_T tis must change!!! argh!!!! i have 1 month to do so. if not, be prepared to see me in a J-P. Jc + Poly. LOL take 3 years.

speaking of tis, my sch got like quite a no. of ppl repeating lei. see some familiar faces, and some with obvious looks that seems so old, cfm not my batch one. haha. i dont wanna be lik tat nxt year. OMG!! i wan go ARMY!! TEKONG I AM WAITING FOR U EXCITEDLY!!! ^^

2009-03-23T22:33:00.001-07:00

i am trying hard to not think bout it.

now focusing on my phy and chem, which i have to do well, cos i didnt study for my math and hist paper. for the math paper, i dont know i will pass or fail but most probably the latter. haha. but for the hist, i think i can pass man. LOL wrote watever i rmbed. haha. okok i going study liao! chiong ar!!!!

First day of exam.

2009-03-23T00:24:00.001-07:00

wow, i am quite smart man! i nvr study oso can do some of the math ques, but i think i missed 1 ques man! shit. i nvr check properly. haix. but i tried my best lol.

nvm. i am going to focus on my physics and chem!! mus score well for tis 2. jiayou.

hmm, i wonder how happy u are now. haha…

TO You

2009-03-18T22:15:00.001-07:00

you will remain a special person to me,

always a part of my life.

My principle- if u cant have the one u love, den u would only hope she will be happy and safe in the one she loves.

i will try, but i cant promise. waitng for tat one day.

BUT for NOW, Best Friends Forever!!

2009-03-18T10:06:00.000-07:00

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道真的要事过境迁了

以后才懂倔强说不痛

假装什么伤都没有倔强抬起头

决不让眼泪往下流倔强说不痛

假装什么伤都没有真的不难过

笑着和你挥挥手

loner

2009-03-17T20:42:00.001-07:00

haix. recently, found out that, my circle of frens has become smaller. i have been lik hanging ard wif only my brothers and u noe wat, my other frens seems to drift further. haix sian.

den now, i seems to be alone sioh. STUDY oso ALONE, Go school ALONE, eat oso ALONE. haix. sibei sian. its like a loner’s life. although i noe my brothers will pei me. but they are not always free.

i really need help in my study and hope that u would help. & dk for wat reasons, u couldn’t or wouldn’t allow me to study tgt. even when i said to study in the living room and u all in the room. i noe u all wan to gossip and such but i jus wan to have someone to help me with my doubts and i trust u.

nvm. mayb tis is the A lvl period where everyone mug on their own. mayb i shld adopt this policy too- mugging.

a day of remedial.

2009-03-17T07:11:00.001-07:00

had chem tutorial in a air-con-less lecture theater frm 9-12. luckily there were 2 fans and i was smart to sit beside the fan. haha. didnt fell asleep even though i slp at 4 last night at eugene hs.

den after that, went for physics tutorial frm 1-5. OMG LAH. it was quite torturing at first. but after that, due to the fun of physics, it was enjoying and i really listened. however, after lik 3+ hrs of tutorial with a 10 min break in between, the whole class was dying. LOL. after which, MR Lee then decided to stop after the finishing our EMI tutorial, if not we will there until 7pm. haha. went str home after that!

it still bothers me & i really wanna noe the ans. how? :(

fell into the bottomless pit

2009-03-16T09:18:00.001-07:00

i jus saw smth which brought my mood down. extremely low now.

“i just cant stop thinking about him”

back with a heavy heart

2009-03-15T07:44:00.001-07:00

i am back frm my bball training camp. sad with smth.. but frm the camp, i realised smth. i have become fitter. i ran 4 sets of 4 rds and timing was 705,710,703 and 640.

3 sets of 3rds with a timing of – avg 510. cant really rmb wat is the exact timing liao.

frm this camp, i also exprienced a consquence effect frm what i did in the past. haix.. sian..

okok. i going bath liao. very smelly now. jus come back.

Andy. 15/03/09 1043pm

Thanks to MR See Tho

2009-03-07T22:28:00.001-08:00

A new start to a NEW life.

That’s what it’s going to be.

If time could be turned back…

2009-03-05T05:29:00.001-08:00

i am thinking, if time could be whined back like an alarm clock, wouldn’t tat be good? i guess everyone would want to redo smthings in life too. For me, it will be the sec 3 period, and knowing what lies after that, i will definitely change the way i live. haix. but obviously i cant. so i just have to change frm now. but it’s easier said than done.

so right now, just have to make use of the SHORT 24hrs that i have to complete what i got and must to do. though its hard doing it, but i have no other choice too. LOL. just hope that someone could help me through and acc me. i don wanna do this alone, but apparently, i have to. :(

just a random thought.

2009-03-02T13:11:00.001-08:00

i have started with route A, but now, i am straying further and further frm A. The worst thing is, there are constant reminders telling me to go back to A, but i am still straying away frm it. haix.. Today, Ms Goh/Mrs Koh talked to me in private, and kinda give me a little wake up call. My parents too gave me 1, esp my dad though it’s a bit hurtful, but he’s right.

Since then, i am going to walk back to Route A and not astray to other routes. It’s going to be hard, but i noe i can do it, and I MUST DO IT! if not, there will be dire consequences.

Just a sentence that i wanna say…

There is a limit to everything, ESP Tolerance.

ECP celebration

2009-02-28T10:11:00.001-08:00

ppl involved: Ting, Eugene, Jiayu, Waner, Sheryl & Serene, Yuewen, CIndy, Kenneth, Zhen Tao, Abel

erm, today went to ECP after some discussion and waiting for some ppl. haha. one can be forgiven and the other UNFORGIVABLE. LOL we went there and played with frisbee and volleyball too. and i was first to get into the water to save Yue Wen’s ULTIMATE FRISBEE. den after some time, the girls began to play with water and since they are wet, i helped to get totally wet. hehe^^ after which almost all of us were in the water, except some where it was inconvenient for them to go down.

den we went to shower and so sorry i cant acc u all to woodlands and eat. i ting, jy and eugene stayed at Marine Parade and ate dinner. we ate chicken rice, fried oyster, fried carrot cake and a “watermelon” cake. LOL so full. and on the way home, we played DJ max. lol all the way back to woodlands and home sweet home^^

so disappointed in myself

2009-02-25T15:17:00.001-08:00

i have not been going to sch for two days! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!! is this supposed to be a JC student? fuck u man andy YOU SUCKS!!!

how are u supposed to go for ur A’s? fuck man. prepare to retain if u continue lik tis. congrats ar!! KNN

Belated Birthday Dinner

2009-02-25T08:16:00.001-08:00

Firstly, wanna thank ting for acc-ing me for dinner even when u are so tired. haha. although u didnt eat much, but thanks anw. seeing you is enuf!! HEHE ><

we ate at pizzahut and we ordered a Chic Meatball pasta, Trio Cheese Pizza, and a extra plate of spicy drumlets. LOL about 75% of the food was finished by me. Not cos i am greedy but its cos she cant finish it LOL. after that, we went home and that’s it.

no pics uploaded cos she said cant.. T_T lol

Actual Bdae

2009-02-24T00:54:00.000-08:00

its just another day which had passed by in sch.

At night, i invited mei teng, wk, juz, gary, may and donald over my hs to cut my bdae cake. den after that, we just went downstairs and took some pics. ><

祝我身日快乐！！

bdae celebration

2009-02-24T00:10:00.000-08:00

minghao & wan er ,sheryl & serene, abel, kenneth came and wished me bdae on 12am today with a bdae cake lol. den i decided to smear their face with the cakes and the guys were sporting, but the girls, need some “persuasion” LOL. Ate one slice of the chocolate bdae cake and took pics. LOL.

after some fun talking and everyone went home, cos there’s sch later, sad….

mh den send wan er home HAHAH!!

sheryl chasing abel after getting smeared by him haha

THANKS GUYS For the “SURPRISE”!! although i knew it beforehand. haha. :)

early bdae celebration

2009-02-21T00:48:00.000-08:00

went to clementi and played pool with my brothers-Wai kit, Eugene,Justin, Donald and including daryl. Gary couldn’t make it due to some reasons. LOL. we ate Botak Jones before that and it was damn full man. we played pool for like 2-3 hours and went home after that.

some pictures that i took when we at woodlands:

cycling

2009-02-17T09:58:00.001-08:00

yesterday went to cycle with wk, juz and donald. we cycled frm woodlands to chong pang and ate nasi lemak and beancurd. after which, we went slack around and den went back to woodlands. although, its quite long and tiring, but guess we had fun man. haha. took some pictures too. will be uploaded soon. ^^

anw, good luck to you for ur friendly later tis afternoon. mus thrash IJC hor!!! i noe u can do it!! :)

14 Feb 2009- Valentine’s Day!

2009-02-15T11:14:00.001-08:00

A day which i enjoyed myself a lot. i mean it. It’s can be considered one of the HAPPIEST day i had, not to say its on the top few. haha :)

Firstly, we went to watch underworld at GV marina. we were late due to some reasons which i dont feel lik polluting my blog with. argh!! we cab-ed from Woodlands to Marina Square and we were late by 10 mins. Fortunately, there were alot of commercials before the show and when we went in, it had jus started. I was smart to buy the tickets early (thanks to gary’s reminder) as the queue when we got there was super duper long. it started at the counter and ended near the ATM. OMTPK!! The show was about the past and it consisted of a love story, the fighting scenes were not bad, quite gross too(shiok, you can see werewolves cut into half and head chopped off LOL). Overall, the show was quite good and i liked it. I noe YOU liked it too ^^

After that, we went to find something to eat as i hadn’t had anditing since morning and after the show it was lik 5+pm. wanted to eat at DOME but the table that were unreserved was like so freaking small. Met up wif my bro and his gf and walked around finding food, but we settled on FISH & CO. Ite, only i and TING went to eat the Valentine’s dinner set (they only offered that. haha). we had soup of the day, Classic Fish&Chips, New York Fish&Chips and a passion fruit drink and iced tea. we crapped and watched TV. If u were there, you would definitely see that TING was a TV freak. LOL her eyes were like fixed on the TV while we were waiting for our food. It was showing Laugh For Gags on Channel 5. LOL the food came and we cut half of our fish and exchanged. LOL New York’s is nicer as it had cheese in it. BTW it was the first time i ate at FISH & CO. >< We talked cock and took some pics hehe.

With a full stomach, we should go take a stroll right? so i brought TING to Esplanade’s roof. We watched the night scenery and of cos take some pics.

MY FAVOURITES

We saw my Bro and Ade at the top and we crapped together again. After a while, we left them to be alone. haha. Then, we went down to watch the performance by a band singing Love songs. the singer’s voice was power and she sings very strongly. But the songs are all OLD songs that doesn’t seems to be of our generation. we stayed anw until they had a break.

Decided to go home as TING was feeling kinda tired and her eyes were dry. walked to the MRT and bounced back to woodlands. We chit-chatted and crapped again. IT WAS FUN. we even missed the woodlands station and sat till kranji. LOL guess we were enjoying ourselves too much liao. haha ^^V

Reached woodlands and TING’s house to find out that she did not bring her keys and after much walking back from CWP to her house, TING decided to call her parents and ask them to come home frm their GETAI. LOL. although its tiring, but during these process, i enjoyed it !! LOL. (i was happy with some things ^^)

Siam-ed when her parents was nearing and this ends the Valentine’s Day i had with TING! I HAD MUCH FUN AND I REALLY ENJOYED IT SUPER DUPER MUCH!!!! GLAD THAT YOU ENJOYED IT TOO.

P.S To TING : mus wear it every day and night hor.

hope i can celebrate with you-TING and walk with you for the rest of your life^^

V day

2009-02-13T19:31:00.001-08:00

Its V day!! WOO~~~~! I am going out later, to marina square with ting. haha. hope everything goes well and let us have FUN man!! :)

HOPE EVERYONE HAS A HAPPY V DAY!!!

2009-02-12T09:33:00.001-08:00

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Tell me why 为什么擦了新香水
没有跟我先报备全身上下我都想跟你搭配
看电影你坐得太后面又不怕被谁发现
就想跟你肩靠肩
我的爱不太低调不走神秘感觉非常直接
高调爱就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远
Tell me why 既然拍了大头贴
放在相簿作纪念就是我肖像权
爱上你多完美我会好好去捍卫
遇到你高中同学大方介绍无所谓
我应该算体面可以陪带上街
表示你满有品味
我的爱不太低调不走神秘感觉非常直接
高调爱就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远
我的爱不太低调
不走神秘感觉非常直接
高调爱就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远
高调爱就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远

2009-02-12T04:42:00.001-08:00

i am booked on Saturday.

2009-02-11T07:38:00.001-08:00

woo, today went to CJC. actually arranged a friendly with them but due to the weather, we couldn’t play. Sian. it was a waste of time.

instead we did some physical there and den we went home.

but before going home, i and the bball girls went to survey the school for the famous or should i say infamous staircase. LOL

indeed, i saw one very suspicious staircase, which is half spiral and its also quite deserted and dark too(same as the description i hear frm others). haha. frm wat i see, i really think its most probably the place tat fertilization occurs if u noe wat i mean. LOL ^^

anw, i found out tat now HC is the No.1 school instead of CJC. OMG CAN U BELIEVE THAT!!! LOL

anw, she agreed. woohoo.. damn excited and happy now!! i shall plan a good one for her. :)

KTV

2009-02-08T00:24:00.001-08:00

ytd went to Party world K with donald and wk. sang my heart out man LOL. had a fun time and we even recorded and video-ed our “performances”. haha. however i feel that KBox is better!! the sound system and etc, is better. LOL anw, it’s still fun cos its wif my BROTHERS! lol

movie

2009-02-06T09:24:00.001-08:00

today went to the movies wif my bro and his gf. we went to watch the 940pm slot, {ALL’s well ends well} (家有喜事). it was quite funny and its actually a continued series frm its older version which i had already watched it.

The older version is kinda like 2002 or so lah. forgotten about it liao. nevertheless, it was still quite funny. haha. den saw XT. LOL

after that to 515 and slack a while and went home. haha.

seriously i think i slack too much liao!! the prob is exams are coming soon and i am still like tis. so freaking saddening.

not mentioning disappointing others, i myself are disappointed wif me. haix…

less talk more actions. GAMBATEH!!!

Money = Water

2009-02-05T07:47:00.001-08:00

oh shucks. i am like spending money like water. OMG!!! i need to save money liao!! but how? argh.. can someone help me keep my money? help!!! just kidding.

i needa save money liao. but tis month need to spend alot of money!! argh!

money is so impt. ARGHH!!!!

Gary Bdae celebration

2009-02-05T07:29:00.001-08:00

Just now went to gary hs and cut cake,

he’s finally 18,

legalised to do alot of stuff LOL

once again wish u have a happy bdae!!

love u always..

HAPPY BDAE GARY!!

2009-02-04T09:23:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BDAE TO MY BROTHER-GARY!!!

LOVE U ALWAYS lol

TAKE CARE LOTS

I LOVE U!!! :)

BROTHERS FOREVER!!!

celebration

2009-02-04T07:22:00.001-08:00

LOL i have a new xiao di liao!! haha

my dear little xiao di. handsome?

after that went prawn-ing.

at khatib.

thats all

A nice song

2009-02-01T12:53:00.001-08:00

I will be

By: Leona Lewis

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do
to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye
and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life,
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe,
cause you're here with me
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life,
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever,
ever let you leave
You're all I've got,
you're all I want
And without you
I don't know what I'd do
I can never,
ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life),
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
(I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life,
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

2009-01-29T21:12:00.001-08:00

not much to blog about these few days,

ytd played mahjong wif my bro and ade,

lost alot,

think got 60 or 70+

sad lor.

nvm, after that, bro blanja KFC

shiok. :) thanks bro

den went cycling around woodlands

bringing ade ard

played swing and den kena scolding by parents den go home liao.

haha

today sch was not fun

feeling sick man

keep breaking into cold sweat,

whole body aching argh!!!

dont noe what’s happening to my body liao.

jus hope it goes away soon!!

27th Jan

2009-01-27T23:44:00.000-08:00

the day we got tgt,

the day we first held hands,

the day we are “qualified” to know each other better.

the day that i will always always rmb! haha

i still rmb,

it was also Chinese New Year celebration,

at riverside hall,

where u gave me the nod.

after that, went for a 2/6 class outing,

where we went to watch a movie,

if i am not wrong,

its a cartoon,

but forget wat le. haha

it was a memorable day..

hoping for more! :)

2nd Day of CNY

2009-01-27T09:40:00.001-08:00

first stop-> my aunt hs.

went there and ate my breakfast and drink hoegarden

btw, its a alcohol,

shared with my dad,

it tasted nice. haha

den went to my another relative’s hs,(姑婆)

did the normal gong xi fa cai,

took angbaos

and started gambling.

haha. after lik 1-2 hrs,

i was like break even only,

no loss or winnings.

den after that i became the banker,

and my luck came.

won total of 30+ dollars.

shiok!!

after that, went back to woodlands,

to eugene & gary ‘s hs

played some mahjong

and then went to wan er hs,

gambled again.

the normal blackjack.

and lost $14 T_T

mh, wan er, yixin was more lucky sia

they played as one

and won $54 each.

POWER!!

LOL

after that , den went home liao lor ^^

btw, i cleared my debts liao!! woohoo.. song

debt-free!! ;)

Some pics for CNY

First day’s clothes

2nd Day( ALL HOT PINK!!)

i like tis pic! ^^

26th Jan

2009-01-26T23:40:00.000-08:00

2 years ago,

on this day,

26th jan 2007,

we were kinda offically separated.

haix. still can rmb it very vividly,

its already part of my life.

its all because of my own doings.

i don’t blame no one.

emo-ing. ><

ANW

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

HOPE U GET A LOT OF HONGBAOS

AND LETS BE RICH!! LOL :)

CNY first day

2009-01-26T12:07:00.001-08:00

today went to 拜年(house visiting)，

collected quite some hongbaos

gambled but lost a bit lor.

its a nice time for meeting of those distant relatives,

although i dont noe them lik well.

hahah.

but this year’s cny seems a little not tat “moody”

its lik there is no atmosphere de

nvm

tml going to my great-aunt hs,

another gambling place. LOL

hope i win tml!!!

HAPPY CNY!!!!!!

2009-01-25T03:52:00.001-08:00

woohoo!!!

wat a CNY!!!

SONG MAN!!!!!!!

woohoo

CNY celebration

2009-01-24T23:54:00.001-08:00

a boring celebration,

only 1 person performing PI PA(a chinese musical instrument)

den a lion dance on the stage

and giving of mandarin oranges to teachers,

and went back home.

but at least b4 that, there’s a hamper wrapping,

which is to be given to the nursing homes.

had some fun wrapping it. LOL

2009-01-24T13:54:00.001-08:00

i dont feel good man.

this feeling isn’t good.

sian.

hate it when ???? are lik tis.

sian!!!

2009-01-24T09:04:00.001-08:00

i decided not to.

since, i dont feel anyone want-ing me to do so.

laugh all u want.

i really dont care. haix..

MEITENG!!!

2009-01-23T10:04:00.001-08:00

MEI TENG IS MY BFF X 99^(((99^99)^99)^99)!!!!

LOL

^^v

hmm is life boring?

2009-01-23T05:51:00.001-08:00

hmm, why nowadays keep seeing ppl say that their life is boring?

not targeting anyone lah.

but i really dont uds.

personally, i jus think that my life now is hectic,

or shld i say stressful?

but i dont feel that it’s boring.

although there may be tutorials,tests, and lectures to go through,

but if u look it in a positive way,

u can kinda enjoy it too.

LOL

mayb alot of ppl think i talk jw,

but its seriously true.

ANW its wat i think ^^

maybe i have become a nerd? LOL

or just mugger. ahahhaa